I lost a pound yesterday. I was happy about that. I was a little lazy exercise wise yeserday so I lost nothing today. I will work harder today.
So, anyway.... I guess I'm just realizing some central people in my life are real downers...Two constanly make me depressed with their depressing lives... The other is afraid of everything so he does not try.
Honestly, I am trying so hard to be possitive... Even though I am struggling to keep on my feet... facing a break up and the fact that I most likely will not be able to marry any way until my college bills are paid..... I need a job.... I often feel alone in the world..... No one in my life has a strong hold.... I just want strong people that at the same time don't make me feel like crap....
