So I went home for my daughters "say yes to the dress" day and we did nothing but eat...I used to be my daughter...lol 105 lbs size 2-4 and eats whatever she wants and somehow 2 bio kids, 2 step kids, 2 foster kids later I am 165 lbs size 14-16 and calories stick like glue...Ugh! I sit all day in front of a computer, I've tried everything I could to stay motivated, I'm old, I'm tired and I'm hungry all the time. I just can't find that break through, that one day that you notice some results and say huh! wow! I'm gona keep this UP!!! No, i lose a few pounds expecting the scale to say FIVE and then I feel defeated and eat, or I menses and retain 10 lbs of water and feel like poo and eat or a Holiday comes and I eat the few pounds back on. I feel tired of this and I'm driving myself crazy and I want to look nice for my daughter on her wedding day. I don't want my future son-in-laws family to say "Ewe, did you look at the mother?" But I don't know what to do...I eat the same thing all week, all healthy food, and then all it takes is one breakfast on the weekend with my husband and boom, what took me 3 weeks of diligence to lose is back plus some; well that's an underwhelming exaggeration, we eat pizza and other things too and my metabolism has definitely hit a wall like splat and died. I guess I turned forty, I mean fatty and just like the age, there's nothing I can do about it...it's inevitable and irreversable. SUCKS!
