About me: After I got pregnant i gained and unbelievable amount of weight and because of this I had to be induced, for risk of losing the life of my child and I. After I had my beautiful son, i lossed a considerable amount of weight due to breastfeeding and that encouraged me to keep a healthy and steady diet (along with occational exercise). But it didnt stick for very long, because after my son became less dependant on my milk, I started to neglect my body and in turn, turned to old habits practiced as an earlier teen, before my pregnancy. During which time I binged on sweets, alcohol, water, red meat, and bread. And after I learned that smoking made me lose weight I started missing a satisfy (In the term of results) and most unhealthy practice. Gaining weight for me is scary in a sense because everytime I gain another 5 pounds I feel like it gets harder and harder to breathe and I feel like I am in jeperdy of losing control of my health and my life. I've tried almost everything....I need this
