Okay so this insanity it really doing a number on my muscles....and i just found out that my gym membership didnt expire...so that means that i can go to the gym now.  but i feel like if i quit insanity that i have already lost to my determination for weight loss. Nothing like insanity gets my heart rate going so fast.  I could do the bike and the swimming but thats not until i can get down to a better weight.  Like around the 200's would be an okay weight to start doing that.&nbs...

Okay so this is my 2nd day on the workout and I am so nervous.  I nearly died last night and that was just the fit test.  Obviously I am not very fit. But I know I can do this.  Just a little more determination and support is all I need. I am doing the pylometric cardio circut today and pray that I dont land flat on my face again. here i go!

Okay so yesterday was a little hard but it was worth it.  I went to village inn and had free pie wednesday!!! I plan on doing that for a reward every week when i hit my goal.  Then once i find something that is more healthier and tastes amazing I will switch to that.  I always start out so good but by the end of the day I always forget what my goal is and forget to watch my portion sizes.  Last night I was craving food and it was like 11 p

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Okay so I have done this sooooooo.... many times, but now is better than never.  I am 20 year old female and all I can ever remember is being chunky.  (I hate that word)  I am 243.2 pounds and currently trying to get to 170.  I am tracking what I eat and trying to shoot for a goal of 1-2 pounds a week.  Once I get past my platue I will be able to melt the pounds of and throw away inches!  I am try

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