Star Struck For the Future

This morning I woke up remembering every word my sister and I talked about last night. She even called me last night after I got home from work and yelled at me when I told her I had Taco Bell AND soda for dinner. Going to the fridge, the first thing I wanted to take out was Pesto Pasta left over from the other night. Although it would have been alright by my sister because it was whole grain, I decided to try not to have carbs for a while unless I was in dire need, then to use the one...

Today I had a call from my sister before I went to work. I love her. She's about five years older than me and I'm becoming very close to her. I'm deathly in love with her two kids too! Anyway, about the phone call. I don't know how every conversation I have with family ends up about weight. This one was different though. She started talking about how she wakes up early and goes for a walk before the heat arrives. How when I go back to school and I visit her, she's going ...

So, this summer has been rough and stressful. I said goodbye to my biological mother. She was beign so self centered that it was too stressful trying to please her instead of working on healing myself. The con to this is that I now have to pay my own phone bill. It's not supper bad, about $55 a month. So, during the school year I don't work. This summer was suppose to be saving money for hanging out during the year, and it turned into saving money so I can have a phone year around.

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Today has been a long days. Of all the days to get back on the wagon, it has to be the longest day I've had yet this summer. My morning started at 4:15 this morning. Between 6 am and 10 am I was at work, then I spent an hour in the pool. In 50 minutes I swam 1000 yards (40 laps). I feel like I could have done better, but that's not bad for just getting back in the pool. It does make me miss competing in swimming and soccer. After I was dried up and returned the key back to my grandp

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