April 4, 2011
Monday, April 4, 2011 at 12:43 PM filed under General postings
Yesterday I spent the day with my sister and my niece. I was telling her how when I get hungry, I feel like I'm going to throw up, and lately (and I'm guessing this is when I overeat), I get this really bad uncomfortable feeling in my stomach. Usually when I overeat it's just pain, but this is different. She says that maybe my body's tired of being the way it is. Maybe it's telling me now is the time to change. My sister told me everyone needs to sit down and make a...
March 27, 2011
Sunday, March 27, 2011 at 2:34 PM filed under Weight Loss postings
Last June I spent two weeks in Pennsylvania with my grandmother. It was so nice to just to relax a while and not have to worry about anything. My grandma just enjoyed each other's company and played lots of King's Corner. The crazy part is that I naturally ate less and frequently brought food home for a snack or another meal. It was a very nice vacation.
The last two weeks have been very busy and stressful with lots of studying for midterms and getting projects done. I haven't be...
March 18, 2011
Friday, March 18, 2011 at 12:46 PM filed under General postings
Every St. Patrick's Day is my grandfather's birthday. It's also mine. I admit I've had good birthdays, but yesterday was pretty amazing. I started off really depressed that none of my family would visit me because I'm an hour away, but so grateful for my boyfriend to come and spend the day with me. It was an easy day. We walked around the mall and had dinner. When he left, it got a little better (not that it wasn't great with him) and I added a couple shots to my drinks so I could play with...
March 8, 2011
Tuesday, March 8, 2011 at 3:28 AM filed under Diet & Nutrition postings
So, Wednesday is Ash Wednesday, the first day of Lent. This year I really want to try to follow it. I really want to try not to eat meat on Friday, and if I do I'll avoid it on another day in respect for not doing it. I normally don't eat a lot of soda or candy anymore, so I am not giving up anything this Lent. Instead, I was going to make the goal of doing crunches and push-ups everyday. To respect that, I was at Target and saw the 30 day Shred by Jillian Michaels on sale. My boyfriend told
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March 5, 2011
Saturday, March 5, 2011 at 12:19 PM filed under Weight Loss postings
So, a couple days ago I was washing my face and after just staring at myself in the mirror. My face looked smaller, but I just wasn't sure. Since I couldn't remember how my face looked a day or week or month before, I just ingorned it and reminded myself I usually don't look at myself. Last night I saw my Stepmom for the first time in a month and she asked if I lost weight because my face looked like I slimmed out. This morning I was curious how I've been doing, so I weighed mysel...
March 3, 2011
Thursday, March 3, 2011 at 11:27 PM filed under General postings
Today is the first day this week I have been able to record anything foodwise. If I start out good and then fall off, I delete everything I recorded for the day. Today, I did really well, but now that I'm considering exercising, I can't even log it! FitClick, what's wrong with you today?!
I'm finally wanting to do this for myself, and I'm so glad i have the support and help from those who are by my side spiritually right now. I'm ready to lose this weight ...
February 28, 2011
Monday, February 28, 2011 at 2:23 PM filed under General postings
This morning I did not want to wake up. I snapped at my boyfriend even though his intentions were good. It also didn't help that the shower had barely any heat. After class, I did go to the ellipticals. Boy did I not want to be there. I felt like I had lead in my shoes as I got started. In the end, I was glad I went. I feel a little better and feel like I woke up a little more.
At my old JC there was this weight training class with a re...
February 28, 2011
Monday, February 28, 2011 at 1:05 AM filed under General postings
So, I feel off the wagon this weekend. I have to admit, I was doing pretty well controlling my emotional eating, but I guess I just broke sometime Friday night and it just sucked the rest of the weekend. Tomorrow, I AM going to get back on track. I can't afford to fail this time around. Plus, all the eating out and buffets really reminded me how I hate feeling.
So, after horrible eatings and no exercise since Wednesday, I'm ready to go to bed and get this week ...
February 24, 2011
Thursday, February 24, 2011 at 10:22 PM filed under General postings
Yesterday I thought I was doing pretty well. When my boyfriend decided to come visit, I even figured out what I was going to eat at the restaurant so that I would still have negative calories by the end of the day. Well, before he showed up, I went to see a play at my school theater and felt sick. I felt like I was going to throw up but I couldn't. I later realized it was probably because my head started hurting and I took advil on an empty stomach. At dinner, I started off with my pl...
February 23, 2011
Wednesday, February 23, 2011 at 2:04 PM filed under General postings
So, it's my third day in, and I think my body's resisting. I've been doing the same amount of time, a half hour, but my miles are slowly decreasing. I find myself having more difficulting getting started on the elliptical, but I push myself to keep going because I know I need to. I haven't changed the level or anything yet. I think by the end of the week I will hopefully have those miles going up.
I'm proud of myself though. I mean, I originally planned only w...
